The P-Family We are one big family!Chapters of Life our historyCredits show some ❤Header by Aina Najihah Edited by Suzie(Possum Sis) Music: Itsumo Nando demo/Always With Me (Piano) From Spirited Away  | Fraction of the Heart
For all that I've said,Nothing can describe how I really felt. So here's to you, a fraction of my heart, Dedicated to you, to all my dearest. Suzie: For as long as I remember, I've always been close to you. We share ideas, opinions, truth and all in betweens. For as long as I remember, there isn't a day that we would talk and not share laughter for some random reason. In some way, talking to you brightens up my day, so thanks for being there! You're humble & polite, to both others and yourself, and I can say the worst I've seen of you is still milder than a lot of others I know. You're sweet, yet deep down you can be quite mature and serious as well. I could see that you're really determined in making a stand in our field, as for many times I've seen you reach out for opportunities to learn more outside the textbook, be it on event talks or conferences, as well as being down when you didn't reach your own goals. However, in my opinion, you seem to place others in front of yourself, and often choosing to accommodate rather than voice out your opinion. Not that it's a bad thing, but sometimes I could see you in dissatisfaction yet trailing along without a word. For me, it just didn't seem fair for you. Friendships are mutual, and I wish that it's the same for you too. Kyen: You're an interesting person. You look sweet and quiet, yet after knowing you I now know that you can be random and crazy as well if you wanted to. I know I always tease that you are like a silent killer or ghost pepper, but actually I can never imagine you doing anything bad. Minor ones maybe, but to me you're one of the sweetest, yet truthful person I know. You're also really easy and fun to talk to, as I've find myself coming to you for all sorts of stuff, be it academic, opinions, future, relationship, or even just random talking. No matter what I say, you seem to be able to respond to my randomness with a pinch of your own. In many ways, you're like a best friend to me. Yet sometimes, I felt that I'm the one throwing all the complains at you, and never vice versa. Although now I know the reason now, I'd still hope that you would not hesitate to share your problems with me, if not for sharing opinions or even just as a friend to hear you out. You've always been there for me; I'd like to do the same for you :) QS: Your talent in art soars the skies, and you are one of the, if not THE most talented person I know, so that goes without saying. You're also very determined, as I've rarely seen you give up on something you said you'd do, no matter how trivial it may be. Lastly, you have really good memory, almost always remembering all the small details I've said. I always say that you are cold and mysterious, though that's not entirely true. To say your cold is an exaggeration, as though you look cool and cold, you can be quite cheeky,random and bubbly as well once get to know you. To say you're mysterious is somewhat wrong too, as in many ways I sort of resonate with you, be it in our sense of fashion, music, views of life, interest, and many more! Still, I find you to be very interesting and attractive, not only in appearance wise (p/s: you look really awesome just as you are now! Have more confident!), but as a whole person. Sometimes I feel a bit distant from you, other times I feel that you are close to the heart. You're never one to be deduced by reason, as feelings are what construe you as who you are. I guess it is that unpredictability, yet how similar both of us can be (I think?) that makes you stand out from the rest in my world. Yik Wei: You are the first person to notice the burden I carry; While all others congratulate me for my success, you're the first to notice the trails of anguish behind me. You always give me good advices, try to motivate me when I'm done, and though many have said that they can understand my feelings, you might be the first that truly made me felt this way. You're a very caring person, and though our relationship is no longer as close as before, I still find myself looking to you, depending on you when all hell breaks loose. You're never one to hide your thoughts, as you would be truthful and stand up for yourself. Though I always tease you, treat you like the smallest sister, you're actually a lot more than that. You're matured, yet retaining the childish side inside your heart, and in some ways it seems like you're more fitting of the "eldest role" than I do. I'm sorry if I've offended you unintentionally, and I know I had a lot of times, and thanks for lashing out at me so I don't go out of bound, and still forgive me after that. Though I do wish that we could be as close as before, I understand that life goes on, and maybe one day we could return to the old times, with a more matured heart and soul. We'll just have to wait and see. Now I wonder, what are YOUR impression of me as a whole? :P 0 comment[s] | back to topWords for you
Words I will never say it out, yet I want you to know.
2013 has gone, glad that you are still there in 2014.
You are smart! I know you work very hard and you aim very high for every EOS. Not only for you, but for your mother as well. I could understand that feeling. To make parents proud of you is really a big matter for you aren't you? You are running too fast. Have you ever wonder to slow down your footstep? Can you see there are two big mountains on your shoulder? Stress sometimes is good as a motivator for us. But for you, I seriously advise to move slower. Not like tortoise or turtle, and not as snail as well. Being the top of the world really feel great! How about the tears and efforts behind? I still remember the drawing of yours during Infancy sharing session, you are good enough. The thing you have to learn is to relax yourself, remove the mountains on your shoulder. Gambateh! For your dressing style, I know it's your style, it's a fashion. But I kinda of OCD, so you can actually ignore what I said.
Kah Yen:
Since when I start calling you "da jie", and you really behave like an elder sister. Maybe because you are already an eldest sister in your house. You are soft. Actually feel comfortable to talk to you. Just like a little sister talk to a big sister. I never talk in this way to my biological sister. You always concern about me, never ask me this this this or that that that. When everyone is dealing with me on some issue, you are the only one concern about my head. (You know what I mean). And you always remember what I have told you especially my body condition. You are the only one who always remember my blood pressure, and the one who know I cannot eat carrot/tomato or any red pigment food. I still remember the accident. I know you were extremely shocked! I supposed to text you once I came home. But I didn't. I slept for the whole afternoon. Sorry for making you so worried. I don't remember is you text me or I text you first. Anyway, I'm sorry for making you and Alex gor gor worried. You love to pat my head softly, and I enjoy it. I wonder, after that issue, what is my feeling if you pat my head again?
QS:
You are talented in art and you know it. I really amazed by your skill. You are very determined. Once you have decided, you won't give up easily. It's good for you. Never give up as we never know what is coming up next in our journey. I actually gained a lot from your card. I told you that you look cool, and I afraid of you for no reason. No kidding. I don't know why. You are the second sister in P-family, and somehow I found dignity from you. I guess this is the reason why I so respect and afraid of you at the same time. I know I'm childish. I never expect you will really buy a packet of M&Ms for me just because I attended to BBQ party. This is why I am so confirm you are really a determined person. I not sure are you still remember, when I trying to escape, you send me a message in a group chat. I gotta admit that I really touched by reading your message. Thank you for giving me freedom to be myself. You are a sister to me rather than friend. I mean, an elder sister. =D
Suzie:
Hmm.. You are soft, and I never expect you love cosplay so much! It's a good hobby. I know you never neglect your study besides playing cosplay. Thanks for always remembering I am Conan's fans. And you always get me Conan bottle/file/poster from Japan or comic fiesta. (Is it called comic fiesta?) There is a funny thing. Although they say you are my 3rd sister, but I never feel that way. You are not elder or younger sister to me. I somehow perceive you are same age same level as me. But if you wanna treat me as the youngest, I don't mind to be. You bake good cookies. I wanna try more can I? Hehehe.. Actually I should thanks to you. You are the first person who take initiative to ask me during the 'cold war'. I really shocked when I read your post one month after. I know you were so enthusiastic to celebrate for my birthday yet due to laziness, I rejected to going out. I know I hurt you much. Do you still remember our first visit to Dreamz Bakery? I never regret to attend to the lunch sharing although I did not interact much with you. I know it's a good starting among us. Perhaps, we can hang out more in 2014. But well, you know me la~ kinda lazy person. Hahaha~ I will try =)
I'm sorry for any offense I have made in 2013. And Thanks for everything.
Let's us move forward in this brand new year. Wishing 2014 is a good year to all of you! Have a Blessed New Year!
May strength of 2014 brings greater prosperity, excellent health and everlasting happiness! =D
Today's Quote:
A new starting of a year! Happy New Year! =D
0 comment[s] | back to topA little thank you to all of you ❤
Hey~ how are you all? Sister Possum here~ :DI just wanna say thank you for what you all did on Monday. You guys did your best to surprise me. haha I could have slept in longer, you know! I rushed to IMU from Subang and I thought I was really late for class. D: Anyway~ I really appreciate it. Love each and every present you all got for me. (: Also, thanks for treating me dinner. Sushi was good. :3 You guys make my uni days so memorable and colourful. Couldn't imagine what it'd be like without you all. I hope this bond in the P-Family stays forever.  0 comment[s] | back to topHave you ever wonder?
Have you ever wonder what it's like,to be the center of the world? With every soul revolving around your will, bowing to your very desire.
Have you ever wonder what it's like,
to be selfish and live for yourself?
Pushing for the many to conform to you,
and not of you to them.
Have you ever wonder what it's like,
to wish for a little more?
To express your inner feelings,
and understand that your voice matters too.
For all I know, I might be a clown, prone to imaginations, a mere amusement.
Yet through all the smiles & laughter,
I detect, or imagine if you will,
a hint of silence, wanting to be heard.
So tell me young adventurer,
Have you ever wonder?
0 comment[s] | back to topWe Are Friends!
It has been 1 month after you posted it.And I only read it today. I knew you have read my post. But I want to clarify it. My post wasn't talking about you! I swear it's NOT you! I knew my words hurt you. And of course my action. I'm sorry for everything.
Today's Quote:
It takes courage to stand up and speak. Sometimes, it takes courage to sit down and silence.
0 comment[s] | back to topYou & I are both the same
Doing something you want, isn't doing something you're good in,
nor is it doing something you're able to.
If it's to fulfill your wish, if it's for something you want,
even if you're weak in it, you'll do it.
You and I, are both the same.
So please do not fret, nor shun from the world,
for whatever it is that you fear,
it is my wish to share your dreams, your nightmares, your reality.
I might be weak in it. But I'll do it nonetheless. 0 comment[s] | back to topStrangers, again?
Hmm... not sure how to put this in words though.. Recently, I feel like you're avoiding me (or us?). It's not just me feeling that way. I try to think what possibly could have happened, how to fix it back to how it used to be. I'm honestly worried about you. I just read your blog. And I cannot express how guilty or sorry I am. If it really was my fault, please forgive me, I hope I can make it up to you. It is not nonsense to request something so simple as that. If you could just ask, I would do it for you... You told me something was bothering you and you needed time to think it through. You did not want to share any details at all. I couldn't do anything. I could only give you time and hope that you will be alright. It's already been a few weeks and you're still acting this way. I really don't want our friendship to turn out like this. It really pains me to see you that way. I might confront you if this goes on. I want the old cheerful you back. Please correct me if I have made a huge misunderstanding. 0 comment[s] | back to top |
